Comel Passed Away

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum. Allahumma Salli Ala Saiyidina Muhammad Wa Ala Ali Muhammad.

I guess this is going to be sad. But I am trying to not cry. It was too hard to accept that Comel is gone ! Yesterday, me and Umi went to hospital because Umi want to take her medicine. There were only me n Umi went to Machang. My younger brother and sister was at grandparent's house. After that, we were going to bus stand near the traffic light to find baju raya. Yeah, we find that and we also bought tudung together. Me and Kak Cik will be wearing the same clothes and tudung on this 1 Syawal.


After done buy this n buy that, we were going home. We stop at nenek's house first and then, we back home. Near to our house, Umi shout, " sapo tu tergolek tepi jalan ? wey la Comel !" Umi's eyes were wet. Yes, me too actually. Comel's eye were still opened n its body were hot. Umi said that it just happened. Not a long time. I was sad. Truly sad. Blood was surrounded near Comel. Its nose and mouth were full of blood. I'm crying now. :'(


At that time, I want to shout, "Wey, sapo langgar Comel aku ni ? Tau dop, Comel ado anak kecil." But I know, no one will hear it. No one will admit it. I thought that car or motorcycle must be very fast n hit Comel. N after we see Comel, we go to home. My eyes watering. I was sad when thinking of Comel's kitten, Bella, Binda n Black. Will they survive without their mummy ? They were crying, shouting all the day calling for their mummy to have meals. I was really pity when looking for them. They cannot drink the milk that Umi make and they even do not have strong teeth to eat rice and fish or their whiskis. :'(


Bella really reminds me to Comel. because Bella is really like Comel. Its fur and the tompok chocolate and black on its head was really like Comel. I hope they can survive. I was really hoping. I just cannot accept and if I were a forensic student, I really want to find the person that hit Comel. I want to teach that person and tell them how much Comel were meaning to us and its kitten. Yesterday was the most saddest time when breaking the fast. n this morning was the saddest time during sahur. The kittens keep calling their mummy. :'(


Comel was always in my room actually. Together with the kitten. They play here. N whenever I enterd my room, Comel must meow. I didn't know what does it want. Is it it can feel that it will be going to die and ask for our help ? Everyday, I must hug Comel. But yesterday, I couldn't. I couldn't hug Comel anymore. I'm crying again. Ususally after I perform Zohor prayer, I go to the living room and take Comel. Hug it until it can go away from me. I love to do that everyday. Even it wants to run away from me. I have never been sad like this when losing any cat in this house but Comel brings us so much meaning to us.

Semoga bahagia di Syurga. I miss you so much, Comel !